oct 2012

A different kind, you are of a different kind, it is weird because with my chase of the sun and then the night the day was gone too fast, it was a weird day, after all it was a weird day four years ago, a day when we did not saw each other, much less kissed.

But it is the day still, you know what I forgot to tell you today? That I had an alarm at 1 43am, kinna the exact moment when it all began in a different coach but in this same room.

So when you put it that way we both had trouble when sleeping.

We are not the same people that back then, four years do change people.

Perhaps not as much as I want to, but still

I hope the change in your case was for the better.

You know I've tried I really do.

I want to keep trying and doing and then when you have such wonderful things

I wanna see you use them 

And burn with light your place.

Never less.

As for me, you know it is never enough, the things I've done.

At least not yet. 

But I do count as a kind miracle the moment when I found you in the middle of the autumn. 

For it was never since then fall.