She was dead once

She is not a zombie you know
But she was dead once, away of all hopes and out of all breaths.
i know she was dead for I was dead once as well.
It is the only way it makes sense.
We brought demons from our time in hell
We fight with them night and day
We brought something else but it is hard to describewhat it is.
And I don't know
I don`t know
How we'll kill our demons and our shadows.
The hidden name of my mail is her shadow
And my shadows come as fallen teachers and a rebel Bene Gesserit
Oh shadows upon us.
We couldn't be lucky enough to be free of them
There is light
Light as well
And hope I do have hope
If being a buddist means believe you have no soul
I cannot acomplish such thing
And I am doomed to these grounds.

What about you?
Are you lost
Are you condemned?

What is the end?
How is the end?
Shadows above lights
Regrets above desires

Or a nicer ending
A happy ending
I do not know
I want a happy ending this time
For all the unhappy endings in the fiction I follow.

For all the unhappy endings
And the hard ways

See me now
I'll smile and bleed to death for you
Smile and we're even
Smile and we're...

Sleep now
Dream now
Of a happy ending
For the first time

Hard to believe I know
Hard to coinceive even more
It wil be done nonetheless.