I remember remember the Boromir's Day.

I remember remember the Boromir's Day, the stupid documental in the biology class, I remember very well my steps till the flea market.
I remember it was friday frebruary the fourteen.
Long ago, so long ago, a new year starting, a very different year for me.
I don't expect you to read this, I hope you don't read this.
I also hope you don't show up today, at least I hope I cannot see you, it will be easier that way not to feel so wick, so bad.
I remember remember my smile and my tears in the parking of Wal Mart, oh I was so happy.
I remember, I can't find a way to forget when you showed up later that day.
I remember (Do you remember?) our very unhealthy menu that day, Cheese and jam with a lil of beans with a cracket as base.
I remember how we felt asleep while watching a program about the mysticism surrounding the complex lines and forms of the snails.
I remembered really hard today.
It was 5 years ago, It seems so far away indeed but it is also a very vivid memory, just as everything else haunting me.
Haunting no one else but me.
As a tower of memories showing up from time to time in my head.
I am now the beautiful prince I was always supposed to be.
It's just so sad a lil to sad that the very price I paid for that was you.
The day before yesterday I was out in a movie far away and at night for the first time.
Not so long ago I found out I can speak with girls I've never spoke before.
I found I have great friends, the best I could want.
I was able to speak with a girl for at least 3 hours and I said no geekie bad thing!
I am indeed the beautiful prince I was always supposed to be. Just not the beautiful prince you expected me to be.
But it's ok isn't it?
Lil of geek lil of just a random guy.
Out of my past.
Guess I wish you were proud, Don't know if you would.
Guess I wish I wasn't so hurt in that day.
Guess I wish I'de be wick enough to ask forgiveness.
But I'm not wick.
And forgiveness is not the thing I ask for.
altough I'd forgive if you could only understand what really happened.
Don't want you to know.
Don't want you to read this.
Don't want to see you again.
Just want to say I remember oh I really remember.
I always remember most of the details in the big stories and in the little normal days.
That's what I do that's who I am Beautiful Prince or the guy I was before.
Guess you'll have a happy day today, I'm actually sure you'll show up and that makes me want to leave the building so bad.
Too bad, bad guys don't exist in our world painted in all shades of gray.
So we are not evil we're just seeing the world from a very different position.
And of course I love the memories.
I just don't love or care for you now.
Now you're not, oh no you're not supposed to be the guy in my memories.
But our destiny was forseen.
since that day in December, Gandalf and Saruman told us. Kal El and Lex, Rokku and Sozin, Obi Wan and Anakin. Charles and Eric, Steve and Antony. They told us. I knew.
But I enjoyed while it lasted; so that now I just can remember remember the Boromir's Day and because our time has ended forget about the rest.