Always late for the rain

For the path is not an easy one It could happen I'll be late for the rain the next time.
And when things change and challenges appear I can only run and be too late or too early again
But I'll keep tryin, even in the sunny days.
As the old song goes I'm only hppy when it rains.

I shall not retreat and shall not surrender even in hopeless despair scenarios.
I better fnd a way
better find some word
Ideas to keep the situation within my grasp
I better do
I better try.
And do not give up
For now I find those who I could envy, resent and envy myself even when they won't tell themselves
And in doing such condeem the story to repeat itself.

Oh such a dark path then it comes ahead
But in no way I could retract from it.
In no way I can walk back my own steps,