The most futile of all words these are...
For the man is dead.
The man is dead and his walking style is gone with him
And that shirts that only he cold use.
All of his memories and all of his hopes
Who knows what he thought of me?
Who knows? I'll never know.
I'll never know.
And I never told him these words
And the worst part is I don't know what i wanted to tell him.
I wish...
He said “Send my salutes to your grandma and mother“ the last time
And I said See u
But how the heck could I know I was lying to him
I lied to him right in his noble face
I will not see him again...
I will not help him again
He will not bless me again...
And all I can do
The only stupid thing I can do is write in a language he does not understand
That's as futile and useless as it can be!!!
I have no sense for this then
I have no secret of him
I'll have no secret of him
Just a kind word, the echoe of a kind word...
And the ghost of a Merry xmas that he never said to me
But I bet he wished that for me.
I'll remember him
That's as senseless as the only thing I can do
I'll make him a legend for my daughter that's the hopefullness thing I can do
I'll write of him once and twice and over again the magician in all of my stories
Those will not be useless words; those will be his legacy for me
And these are useless words
For i gave none of them to him
When he was not that far from me
And the man is dead
Now the man is dead
These verse is late
Forever late
domingo, 26 de octubre de 2008
domingo, 19 de octubre de 2008
Evening in Europe (Para que alguien la musicalice como rayos no!!!)
October is such a cold month
To spent an evening in Europe.
But you know, I'll tell you if you don't
I was everywhere and nowhere in an october sunday walk.
And the grayest sky frightened me no more.
Cuz cinema was never such a great thing
(And it was already one of my favs things to do)
Till this screening in the middle of the fall.
You know, I cannot find the words...
For october is such a gray and sad month
But not anymore.
Although october is such a cold month
to walk and evening in Europe
You now know, I'll tell you anyway
I was around the world...All around the world
And within your hand in this october sunday first date.
So it's always gray and dark and misty in October
As a fake christmas begins to blind us with a spell
But well it will not trap me anymore...
Trapped already in such a spell I am...
Your spell you know, in your hands completely
Within your eyes, and your lips yeah.
Waiting for an Evening in Europe
A March or April Evening in Europe
With way to much sun
or way to much rain
But with you
October is such a cold and gray month
To spent an evening in Europe.
But I guess side by side with you
I cannot say I actually mind it at all
But I do not need Europe right now.
We can have our little Europe
I can have my little of heaven
Within your hands...
October feels not the same
And just the memories of dead octobers remind me
Oh how Sad and dark and gray it used to be
To spent an evening in Europe.
But you know, I'll tell you if you don't
I was everywhere and nowhere in an october sunday walk.
And the grayest sky frightened me no more.
Cuz cinema was never such a great thing
(And it was already one of my favs things to do)
Till this screening in the middle of the fall.
You know, I cannot find the words...
For october is such a gray and sad month
But not anymore.
Although october is such a cold month
to walk and evening in Europe
You now know, I'll tell you anyway
I was around the world...All around the world
And within your hand in this october sunday first date.
So it's always gray and dark and misty in October
As a fake christmas begins to blind us with a spell
But well it will not trap me anymore...
Trapped already in such a spell I am...
Your spell you know, in your hands completely
Within your eyes, and your lips yeah.
Waiting for an Evening in Europe
A March or April Evening in Europe
With way to much sun
or way to much rain
But with you
October is such a cold and gray month
To spent an evening in Europe.
But I guess side by side with you
I cannot say I actually mind it at all
But I do not need Europe right now.
We can have our little Europe
I can have my little of heaven
Within your hands...
October feels not the same
And just the memories of dead octobers remind me
Oh how Sad and dark and gray it used to be
martes, 14 de octubre de 2008
01 04 after midnight (Surge)
The words are hard to find within the darkness, and my thoughts are hard to collect within the memories of the last hours.
For a week ago i could have foreseen nothing of what's happening right now.
And I could not feel happier for such an X-Factor.
I told myself to expect the unXpected everyday, but I hardly did it.
And now, now I´ll tell you a secret, when I am happy it is harder for my to write.
I'm not used to these feelings, or to the right words to describe them, I know of blues and shades of purple, I know about Melancholy, but what can I tell you of bliss and joy?
What can I tell you about love?
For you asked me what love was all about.
Love was about luck, good luck and bad luck from time to time.
And right now, it is not about hard times and weird luck for us anymore.
Till somehow we break each other with cristal walls.
But I do not care for the ending, if there is one there is one and it´ll come someday somehow.
I care as the old saying goes to make every last moment to last.
And to keep your heart around, and your mouth in a smile.
To cease chasing ghosts.
To start proving you I'm worth
And our time is just beginning.
There are smiles to be found, and moments of bliss to realize.
So what is love?
I don´t know you know.
You can live without it indeed.
You can date without it for sure
I guess people give a darn for it these days.
But if we manage to create some love in the future days between us.
We´ll find how to eat lil pies of it.
And how to use it as parfum (I will be able to smell it I hope)
Love is a possibility,
Love is viable, probable, estimated.
Love may exist as soon as tomorrow or as late as too late.
Love it is in no way an achronim of our names.
Love is to evolve backwards, and forward at the same time.
And more I cannot answer far from your words and your arms...
I do exist, you do exist, but I find the we do exist much more comfortable to conjugate.
For a week ago i could have foreseen nothing of what's happening right now.
And I could not feel happier for such an X-Factor.
I told myself to expect the unXpected everyday, but I hardly did it.
And now, now I´ll tell you a secret, when I am happy it is harder for my to write.
I'm not used to these feelings, or to the right words to describe them, I know of blues and shades of purple, I know about Melancholy, but what can I tell you of bliss and joy?
What can I tell you about love?
For you asked me what love was all about.
Love was about luck, good luck and bad luck from time to time.
And right now, it is not about hard times and weird luck for us anymore.
Till somehow we break each other with cristal walls.
But I do not care for the ending, if there is one there is one and it´ll come someday somehow.
I care as the old saying goes to make every last moment to last.
And to keep your heart around, and your mouth in a smile.
To cease chasing ghosts.
To start proving you I'm worth
And our time is just beginning.
There are smiles to be found, and moments of bliss to realize.
So what is love?
I don´t know you know.
You can live without it indeed.
You can date without it for sure
I guess people give a darn for it these days.
But if we manage to create some love in the future days between us.
We´ll find how to eat lil pies of it.
And how to use it as parfum (I will be able to smell it I hope)
Love is a possibility,
Love is viable, probable, estimated.
Love may exist as soon as tomorrow or as late as too late.
Love it is in no way an achronim of our names.
Love is to evolve backwards, and forward at the same time.
And more I cannot answer far from your words and your arms...
I do exist, you do exist, but I find the we do exist much more comfortable to conjugate.
domingo, 12 de octubre de 2008
No, things are not out of destiny
So i'll write this yet to be the perfect verse for you.
For you found whatever it is worth to watch within me.
And now, I'll find the words within me that can make you smile.
Yet I fear all these words will sound oh so happy and nice.
And we both know this is no such thing as a perfect lieu around.
Right now let me just hold your hand and try to see what happens then
If we can see everything falling apart or if we fall apart sudenly
It may be nice, and it can shine for real.
Shine as fire burning the ground
That kind of shine that can make us smile.
For you found whatever it is worth to watch within me.
And now, I'll find the words within me that can make you smile.
Yet I fear all these words will sound oh so happy and nice.
And we both know this is no such thing as a perfect lieu around.
Right now let me just hold your hand and try to see what happens then
If we can see everything falling apart or if we fall apart sudenly
It may be nice, and it can shine for real.
Shine as fire burning the ground
That kind of shine that can make us smile.
lunes, 29 de septiembre de 2008
Tiempo
El tiempo se come a si mismo, de eso no tengo duda, y deja remanentes de viento helado de otoño y aromas de pasado sobre los estragos que solo el es capaz de producir.
El tiempo lo pinta todo de gris de ayeres.
Yo caprichosamente no halló problema en que asi sea.
Y en tiempos de heladas corrientes y dejavú constante probare la sincronización al maximo.
Y al final dire...
El tiempo lo pinta todo de gris de ayeres.
Yo caprichosamente no halló problema en que asi sea.
Y en tiempos de heladas corrientes y dejavú constante probare la sincronización al maximo.
Y al final dire...
domingo, 21 de septiembre de 2008
Un año completo
Las memorias del día de hoy, si mi flojera me ha privado de 200 bucks no deben al menos pasar deapercibidos.
hoy es 21 de septiembre y en un mundo donde he aprendido a dejar ir, es precisamente un día en que parece todo lo contrario.
Hace un año estaba emocionado y confiaba en personas y en historias por igual.
Igual ya no importa.
Pero no me deja de asombrar lo que un numero al final de una fecha le puede hacer al entorno, el cambio mas significativo o el mas vano de los cambios.
Permanezco corriendo como se debe sin mirar atras mas que en sueños.
Y todo esta bien o puede estarlo solo porque yo decida que así sea...que es entonces lo que me tiene sin poder fijarme para entregar la estupida investigación.
Que es lo que tiene mi mente cautiva y que es lo que pretendo?
Debo saberlo y ya será un gran paso, tengo entendido, a una semana de hoy no podre hacerme estas interrogantes then again no es necesario preguntarse todo el tiempo, en una semana de hoy se cumplira el año de haber visto los capitulos que se estrenaban hoy...
Es una verdadera lastima
Una lastima en serio.
Qe puedo decir sino notar que de mis propios AU que he visualizado he hallado una interesante cantidad de celos sobre esta dimensión.
Preguntandome a donde acaban los AU mas allá de los fragmentos que logro visualizar.
For Good, dedicado de una forma y otra a dos personas...
Uno puede decir si desoigo la posibilidad de Yuri de mizu chin...
Uno puede decir que es mas correcto dedicarlo a uno.
Pero en definitiva...
No lo se.
I can do all you couldn´t do!!!
Altought for you...I´m Limited.
At least it is not up to you whatever happens with my life.
Yet to another person not just for you...For I heard once that people come into our lifes for a reason...
We help them and they´ll help us in return, but I don´t know, I´ve been able to help not so much.
I´ve been trying to help all my life.
Because I knew yo either you like it or not...I have been change for good.
Because I knew you...Even if it is hard to believe for you... I have been changed as well.
Whatever way our stories end, they are permanently related.
What sense there is in deny it?
I don´t know if I can end all this change for the better...
But I´ve been changed completely into ME.
hoy es 21 de septiembre y en un mundo donde he aprendido a dejar ir, es precisamente un día en que parece todo lo contrario.
Hace un año estaba emocionado y confiaba en personas y en historias por igual.
Igual ya no importa.
Pero no me deja de asombrar lo que un numero al final de una fecha le puede hacer al entorno, el cambio mas significativo o el mas vano de los cambios.
Permanezco corriendo como se debe sin mirar atras mas que en sueños.
Y todo esta bien o puede estarlo solo porque yo decida que así sea...que es entonces lo que me tiene sin poder fijarme para entregar la estupida investigación.
Que es lo que tiene mi mente cautiva y que es lo que pretendo?
Debo saberlo y ya será un gran paso, tengo entendido, a una semana de hoy no podre hacerme estas interrogantes then again no es necesario preguntarse todo el tiempo, en una semana de hoy se cumplira el año de haber visto los capitulos que se estrenaban hoy...
Es una verdadera lastima
Una lastima en serio.
Qe puedo decir sino notar que de mis propios AU que he visualizado he hallado una interesante cantidad de celos sobre esta dimensión.
Preguntandome a donde acaban los AU mas allá de los fragmentos que logro visualizar.
For Good, dedicado de una forma y otra a dos personas...
Uno puede decir si desoigo la posibilidad de Yuri de mizu chin...
Uno puede decir que es mas correcto dedicarlo a uno.
Pero en definitiva...
No lo se.
I can do all you couldn´t do!!!
Altought for you...I´m Limited.
At least it is not up to you whatever happens with my life.
Yet to another person not just for you...For I heard once that people come into our lifes for a reason...
We help them and they´ll help us in return, but I don´t know, I´ve been able to help not so much.
I´ve been trying to help all my life.
Because I knew yo either you like it or not...I have been change for good.
Because I knew you...Even if it is hard to believe for you... I have been changed as well.
Whatever way our stories end, they are permanently related.
What sense there is in deny it?
I don´t know if I can end all this change for the better...
But I´ve been changed completely into ME.
Un mes apunto de morir
Un mes lleno de la sobresincronización en todos sus niveles porque no? y entiendo a la perfección lo que el anteponer “sobre“ significa, esto va mas allá de que todo vaya de maravilla, es que simplemente la sobresincronización de todos estos elementos nos lleva directamente a que tanto aprovecho esta sobresincronización a mi alrededor y a la responsabilidad que esto conlleva.
Puedo decir mas cosas claro, pero no entiendo la naturaleza de estas.
El Precio de la sobresincronización sin embargo seguira siendo algo tan estupido como los sueños mas recurrentes sobre los temas mas dejados atras.
Jamás en mi vida había tenido tantas veces el mismo sueño, muestra de una debilidad y anomalia existente, aferrada al pasado que tuve que dejar ir para obtener esta sobresincronización.
Estar conciente de ello no ha generado el mayor de los cambios.
Solamente me digo que quiz pronto la sobresincronización deje de estar sobregirada...y simplemente caiga en su debido lugar, y yo deje de estar under el radar de estos extraños eventos y decida ponerme a la altura.
Puedo decir mas cosas claro, pero no entiendo la naturaleza de estas.
El Precio de la sobresincronización sin embargo seguira siendo algo tan estupido como los sueños mas recurrentes sobre los temas mas dejados atras.
Jamás en mi vida había tenido tantas veces el mismo sueño, muestra de una debilidad y anomalia existente, aferrada al pasado que tuve que dejar ir para obtener esta sobresincronización.
Estar conciente de ello no ha generado el mayor de los cambios.
Solamente me digo que quiz pronto la sobresincronización deje de estar sobregirada...y simplemente caiga en su debido lugar, y yo deje de estar under el radar de estos extraños eventos y decida ponerme a la altura.
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