And the Boromir day changed.

From one year to the other like never before
like everytime before
And somehow remote hopes came to be

In someway the land dissapeared behind my feet
And I was proved correct
Although it can still be a subject of debate
If it was a mistake the thing that made all of this changes
Well if a mistake it was it couldn't be more correct in it's nature

And then all the flurry visions in the nights of eve
has become much more than mere alucinations or in-tear-images

Now I cannot find me as I was yet I am
I am a logic evolution of that
I am I can be who I decide.

Yet there are still chains around me
Those of my past walkings and tours in-class hours
And they have to be the next to go

Oh I still remember that day long long ago
Some allusions to it were present
Like the gray day, and some of the places of the epoch
Yes it looked like the Boromir day for sure.
It was after all

And it was a different thing completely

I pray I sleep
I tease and I kiss
And I buy but not for me...

Yes it doesn't feel like my personal selfish celebration

I walk and I smile
I catch, I enjoy

And certainly I do not find all the connections to the past till the day is almost gone and I'm in the subway half sleeping and half thinking.

"But he was selfish and full of envy" she says
And I smile again thinking about it

People do change
Sometimes for good

Sometimes for worse.

What can I say? It's been years and years and soon the confrontation may come

I will shield instead of try to shield me.

And I better have the upper hand
I promise myself to do so.

Then another wall will fall

They will all come down at a time
And it has to be soon

If I want to
If i desire to
If I propose myself

To rise
And run trough the forest
Ready to go with a blast of glory
To live with a blast of glory

And to break myself apart
Leaving my name immortal
When all the rest is gone
Leaving my memory permanent
when everything else in me is not.

So see me now staring at you
Staring at my whole live at the same time
Staring at myself in the reflection of your eyes
And the darkness around us

Melting and taking a new enbodiment at the same time

Melting again
One more time

Minding and reminding...
Of another time
And a soul out of our worlds of souls
Replaced for all the world
Yet irreplaceable for myself.

The circle now is finally completed
And as a consequence she's now hidden of the world

Her face is gone...
And now a face of new appeared

Different
So different

One for real
One is not

Things do change

Time has spoken

And hence the Boromir Day changed

It became something more like what everyone else celebrates

It is still the Boromir's day

The tainted future of the original one has still little effect on it

Yet the future of the tainted future is proving to have much more effect than that

To finally even things

And smile

walk

kiss

buy

remember

tease

sleep

talk

Love